PASSING THOUGHTS FOR 2010

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I AM TRULY BLESSED BY MY CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN.  I AM THANKFUL FOR THE SPECIAL FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME. BLESS THE SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.  I WILL NEVER FORGET THE MOMENTS WE SHARED, YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART.

When I think I can't handle anymore sorrow and disappointment, I listen to this song. It makes me cry and it makes me smile.

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CATCH MY KISS ON THE BREATH OF THE WIND, YOU KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS, BE MY BEST FRIEND.

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ANCESTORS WHISPERS, WHISPER TO ME, PROUD TO BE CHEROKEE

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Katharine McPhee - "Say Goodbye" (NEW Song)

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THANK YOU MARCAS, YOUR SONG MATCHED MY POEM.

SILENT GOODBYE

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I WOULD RATHER LIVE IN HIS WORLD
THEN WITHOUT HIM....IN MINE.

HE GIVES ME COMFORT
IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT
PASSION I WOULD NOT BE FEELING
IF HE WASN'T IN MY LIFE

HE BREAKS MY HEART
IN MORE WAYS THEN I CAN SAY,
I FIND MYSELF CRYING,
ALMOST EVERYDAY!

HE LOVES ME, THIS I AM SURE OF,
BUT, HE LOVES THE OTHERS
IN HIS LIFE, FOR THIS - I CAN'T BE HIS WIFE

I HAD NOTHING SPECIAL
NOTHING TRUE,
BECAUSE I HAVE TO SHARE YOU,
THAT - I AM NOT WILLING TO DO

I'D RATHER LET GO,
OF THE LOVE AND PASSION
I FEEL FOR YOU
OUR MEMORIES WILL WARM ME,
IN THE DARKEST NIGHTS,
OUR LOVE WAS ONCE,
WORTH THE FIGHT!

IT BREAKS MY HEART
IT IS SO HARD TO LET GO
I LOVE YOU DEARLY,
THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW

NEVER LET GO, OF THE LOVE
THAT WE SHARED,
YOU KNOW DEEP IN YOUR HEART
I REALLY DID CARE

MY LOVE FOR YOU, WILL ALWAYS BE THERE

ROBIN SANTOS 8/2010
DEDICATED TO MARCAS BRIAN BLACKWELL

You Have Touched My Life Windy Boy

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Windy Boy, You have Blessed me with your Friendship. You have touched my Heart and warmed my Soul with your desire to bring me back in touch with my Native Ways.  Thank You for sharing your Night at the Sugarland Concert with me. Thank You for sharing the Music in the Park with me and the awesome pictures of the stormy sky, made it a magical night.  You have been a very Special Friend to me and words can't express how awesome you make me feel.  Thank You Great Spirit for allowing Jim and my Path To Cross and for all the Wonderful Blessings our Friendship has brought us. Aho


Comment from Windy Boy


As a Feather is designed to keep a bird aloft and protected, so is the Spiritual Path of Life.  To believe and follow the teachings of the guides is a Life Choice Path.  Fly the Path of your Heart, for IF you listen to it and make the right choices you can fly high and soar on the Winds Of Time.  Hugs to my Fine Feathered Friend.  Jimmy Little Big Wind

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One of my most precious blessings! My daughter, Cheylene Maria Santos. We had a Wonderful Day at the Oceanside Pier and at Cafe 101 in Oceanside 2010. Love You *Weena*

A Beautiful Moment On The OceanSide Pier

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Blessings come to us in many ways.  Sometimes they sneak up on us and sometimes they are right in front of our faces and sometimes they take your breath away. 

MISSUNDERSTANDINGS

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Do you ever wonder if anyone really hears you?  Do you ever wonder if anyone ever really sees you? When someone touches you, do they really feel you?  I often wonder and think about the words people say to me. I hear the words "I love you" and wonder why it is used in so many ways.  It seems to have so many meanings, you are at times left to figure out what it is.  Sometimes it takes a lifetime for people to understand the true meaning of Love, Compassion, Forgiveness and Respect.  I believe the saddest thing in this life is to be Missunderstood.  Some people are truly blessed when they find someone, who takes the time to really get to know them.  Bless all the Friends and Family and Strangers that have shared my life's journey with me. My Native Path is a Blessing you see, you have walked a short distance with me, in my Heart you will always be. AHO

Proud To Be Cherokee

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Oh Great Spirit, please bless these lands,
Ancestors footsteps, embedded in the sand.

As I stand upon this rock, a vision comes to me,
blessed by the Redtail Hawk!

Ancestors travels near and far, I wish I could be where you are,
holding your hand through the Trail Of Tears,
I have felt your pain through out the years.

Many were left upon the trail, pain and hunger,
you knew so well. Touching the sand where you once walked,
I feel the blessings from the Redtail Hawk.

Feeling the pain, I begin to see
You my Ancestors, did this for me.

I will always walk Proud you see,
I am Proud-To Be Cherokee

Robin (Little Falling Feather) 2-1999

I HAD THE PLEASURE OF BEING A DISNEY CAST MEMBER FROM 2009 TO 2010! THANKS DISNEY ENJOYED WORKING AT CALIFORNIA ADVENTURE! THANKS WINDY BOY FOR THE CUTE PICTURE!

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For: Windy Boy

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Going Nuts

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I can't help myself. :)



A MOMENT IN TIME

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I think of all the Special Moments in my Life and I have many. I would like to share a few with you. They touched my Soul, Touched my Life and Forever embeded themselves in my Thoughts and Prayers. 




I have many Special Moments with my daughter, Cheylene.  She took me to Olive Garden for Mother's Day. When we go out to dinner together, we order our meals in a Special Way. We order two different meals we both like and then we share our food. We are like two little kids having fun eating our food together. We started noticing all the waiters in the restaurant, kept coming to our table one by one. Cheylene and I were laughing and enjoying the attention. She told me, I have more fun going out with you than I do with my boyfriend! I had to agree with her, we always draw attention to ourselves and we always have a fun time together. It amazes me and it is such a Blessing, to see myself in Cheylene. I hear myself in her laughter and I see myself in her smile and most of all, I see myself in her eyes and in her heart! Thank You for the Special moments late at night when you are getting ready to fall asleep and you tex me on your phone, to tell me you love me and wish me a good night! You make me smile! 2010.   

I share many Special Moments with my very Best Friend, Brenda! I don't think I can ever Thank her enough, for being there for me and for watching my back. I had some hurtful moments come my way and she took time out of the day, to take me to dinner at Ruby's on the Oceanside Pier! We had fun taking pictures of the sunset and of the silly waiter we had! Just when I don't think I can laugh or smile anymore, Brenda always knows how to pull me out of it and she reminds me that, there are people in this world who really do care about me! If i ever forget to Thank you Brenda, always know in my heart that, I love you dearly and I appriciate all the wonderful things you have done and still do for me. You can always make me smile!


Thank You Windy Boy, for sharing my Train Ride from Oceanside to Fullerton. Your kind words and your wonderful sense of humor was so appriciated.  I wish you could of seen the beautiful ocean, the sun glistening down on the water and the waves crashing to the shore as i was talking to you on the phone. You eased my mind and talked to me about my Native Path.  You have no idea how much you touched my heart when you talked about the Native Way.  You made me see things in a different way.  You are a very wise man, you have a very blessed soul.  I am so grateful our Paths crossed. I love you my Friend. I will always be your, Tickled with Feather..hahahah. You will always make me smile. 2010.

NATIVE PATH

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 NATIVE PATH 


YOUR HEART FEELS HEAVY 
YOU WONDER WHY? 
YOUR NATIVE SPIRIT 
POWERFUL AND HIGH! 

YOU FEEL LOST 
AND WONDER WHY? 
YOUR SPIRIT - PULLING YOU 
WANTS YOU TO TRY.  

TAKE THE FIRST STEP, 
AND DON'T LOOK BACK. 
YOUR NATIVE SPIRIT 
GUIDES YOU TO THE PATH. 

LONG STEPS ON MOTHER EARTH 
TAKES YOU TO - YOUR PLACE OF BIRTH 
NATIVE LANDS - SPIRITS FEEL FREE, 
YOU KNOW THIS LAND 
IS WHERE YOU SHOULD BE.

CLOSE YOUR EYES 
LISTEN TO THE WIND, 
ANCESTORS WHISPERS, 
WHISPERS IN THE WIND. 


FEEL THE SPIRIT -
FEEL IT WITHIN, 
THIS IS WHERE YOUR LIFE BEGINS


ROBIN SANTOS (AUG. 1997)

I'm The Last One Standing

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My friend had a heavy heart. She is usually not so transparent. I could feel it. "What's wrong", I asked. She told me. Her fiance told her, "All my life, I have been giving myself to others. This time, I am going to finally get mine in return". In recent months he had changed a lot. She had also changed.

As with any, I knew she was looking forward to her wedding day. A day of special hopes and dreams of their future.  Aren't brides are supposed to dream? They had planned for their wedding to be on a beach. Then that changed when he changed it. He told her, "I consider us married". Their wedding dates kept being pushed forward, time and time again.

With time, my friend had become withdrawn. "I gave my best, but my best wasn't good enough", she said. "It's over, I can't give any more". She said to me to, "I know I can love again, but I don't want to, I can't.  It's not worth it".

It's not worth it, I ask? My thoughts bring me to my own life. I have dated a few people over the last several months. There are many that try to entice me with false promises. Promises they can't keep. While their lies permeate the air, their lips move with a new direction. More lies. I know lots of friends who are lied to. Just like me.

I, too, have a heart. I, too, want to be in love. Actually, I am in love. I wonder if he can feel it on the breath of the wind? I wonder if he dreams about me? Does he dream about his bull riding days or trucking days?
I catch myself looking into every JB Hunt truck. Is it him? I dream of him. I miss him. I love him.

It's not worth it? I'm cowboy dreaming. Of those I know, I'm the last one standing.


Jasper

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You smiled and said to me one night, "That Smile Is Going To Get You In Trouble One Of These Days"! I smiled back at you and said, "I Think It Already Has"!

I will never forget you, Cowboy Steve! I loved your Cop attitude and your Cowboy walk, you had it all! I am amazed by how well we talked with just our eyes! You made my long nights at the Casino so much fun.

I enjoyed your bullriding stories, you talked about them with such passion. It made me wish I had experienced those wonderful times with you. You had amazing stories about your days as a Brown County Sheriff. Thank You for sharing them with me.

Keep walking like you have those guns on your hips my Friend! You are very Special to me. I have been Blessed by your Friendship! You are the reason why I don't hate Kansas. I left my Heart On The Breath Of The Wind, I hope you feel it everyday against your face, may the wind remind you of the Love, I Feel For You!

An Introduction From a Friend

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This entry is not from Little Falling Feather herself, but that of her friend, Brenda. I too, have Native American blood coursing through my veins. My father is Kiowa / Choctaw, and my Mother has Blackfoot within her family from several generations ago. Yep, you can see where that mixture is going! Uhhuh, a walking talking oxymoron! I never did fully understood what made me tick. Why I do and say the things I do, or why I feel the way I feel at times. On one arm I carry a love for life, and upon the other an appreciation for the world around me. It wasn't until over a decade ago, that Little Falling Feather herself said, "It's your Native Side!" Should I throw in the little part about being a wise cracking, sarcastic smart ass at times? --That's the Irish! Heh!

Now, this entry isn't about me, but that of my friend, and the author of this Blog. A very beautiful, special woman who has warmed my heart, and has taught me much. With that aside, time for me to table the mushy--gushy--sappy--crap. Yeah, I have a sentimental side in regard to my friendship with Little Falling Feather. She's actually a wise cracking, smart ass, spit herself. You can't help but love the woman. She has such a gentle disposition. However, there's that ornery side that says, "I'm a force to be reckoned with!" And yeah, she truly is. As an old adage states, "Big surprises come in small packages," the woman is a living testimony to those very words.

For some odd ball reason, when you pair the two of us together, we bring out the fire within our friendship. We turn into a couple crazy broads that will cause one of two reactions from those around us. They either are repelled and steer clear (good, get the hell out of our way!), Or, people are drawn to our friendship out of shear curiosity.

No, we're not a couple love struck lesbians, so get that out of your heads! (Fricken Pervs!)

Nope, Little Falling Feather is more than a friend, she is now my sister. Sister at heart, sister in spirit, and sister by tribal affiliation (blood). I hope that you enjoy her written content. She does have such a wonderful way with words. By the way, the woman writes extremely beautiful poetry.

When you hear the whispers on the wind......

She'll finish the rest, as that's hers. :)

Here's to a wonderful, beautiful, remarkable woman: Little Falling Feather.
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